Forgiveness letter

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There are many things I could say to you. Many of those words may not be very nice and most of them probably wouldn't make a difference to you in any way. There are so many things I could say to you. But I'll say this:

I forgive you.

I forgive you for keeping me up so many late nights wondering where you were, what you were doing, who you were with because you wouldn't bother to tell me.

I forgive you for calling me names like crazy, mad, annoying, cheap thinker,narrow minded ,possessive  all because I wanted you to love me, and only me.

I forgive you.

I forgive you for the tear stained cheeks from the countless fights about the same things over and over again because it seemed that no matter how much it hurt me, you didn't care.

I forgive you “it won't happen again” when it always did and the “give me another chance” when you truly didn't deserve them.

I forgive you for humiliating me in a public area,for calling me greedy when you  knew the truth about you  and me and my  love for one person only.

I forgive you.

For not understanding me because may be my words or my way of explaining doesn't reach you what I actually meant and I failed repeatedly and now I know the reason because all people are not meant to reach your heart because more deeper they reaches your heart and soul more deeper they understands your heart.

There is no hope in holding onto the anger and sadness of something that was not real. Holding a grudge against you only harms me. In order to love who I am, I cannot hate the experiences that shaped me.

Because of you, I am bent and broken. I may never be the same again. But maybe, just maybe... that's a good thing.

Although I will never get back the many things you have taken from me, there is one thing I have and it is something I could never have while being with you. Self Worth.

I forgive you for thinking yourself  superior but the real fact is, if everyone fights  and gets the correct opportunity than everyone could win over another.
Everyone is powerful and superior.

So I forgive you.

See, it is because of you that I know what I want, what I need, and what I deserve.
It's because of you that I now realize what it is truly like to be treated like a princess and to be with someone who gives me the world without making me feel worthless.
I am a lot of things because of you, but I am not forgiving you because what you did was okay. I forgive you solely because what you did to me made me smarter, stronger, and more confident and thank you for that...and now I could think about Me,myself and I...

So, I forgive you.

I forgive you for making me believe that the never ending feeling of fear, sadness, and hopelessness was love.
Don't worry, I forgive you.

Sincerely,
The girl who is so much happier now.

The Night Thought...

Far where the moon along the sky
Sails with her happy destiny;
Often it is hidden from her mortal eyes
Or dimly seen,
But when the clouds asunder fly
How bright her mien !!

Far different from this froward race,
Thousands though rich in fortune's grace
With cherished sullenness of pace
Their way pursue,
Ungrateful who wear a smileless face
The whole year through.

If kin humours ever would make
My spirit droop for drooping's sake,
From fancy following in thy wake,
Bright ship of heaven!
A counter impulse let me take
And be forgiven.

Live your life...

Don't see the open door.
People say "close the door and open a new door".
I say,"No,get up and walk out of it".
Refuse to stay in the same place.
leave it behind.
Give a new beginning.
Sun wants to shine on you and life wants you to be lively.
Winter doesn't lasts forever.
The flower doesn't always stay withered,
they bloom again more fresh and more colourful.
You have the spark , let it fire up.
And let it turn you into a star.
You don't need support, when you are your own inspiration.
Break the chains and fly.
You are born with the wings for a reason,not just to show.
Break out from the cage,don't be tamed,don't compensate
for apparent reason that don't approve in front of you,
just for others happiness.
Respect starts from yourself than goes to others.
You are a creation to be one of a kind,not created to satisfy the complex creation.
This spring season,let blossom our life with strength , courage
And dignity.

Emptiness

In the midst of my life ,
I often come across emptiness.
Within me ,you and everyone else.
It made us feel untouched by the joy in some corner of our heart,when we laughed.
We experienced the beam of darkness in the bright sunshine.
In the midst of all the voices around us,there is silence.
It's like black hole.
Taking us deeper and deeper.
Sometimes like the universe,infinitely never and ever ending.
Souls feeling it with all the happiness,yet it is unfilled.
It feels me wander that why does this feeling really exist.
I found my heart answering,
" Maybe dear human you are not doing what you are born for."