Connection

From the 5th week in the mother's womb the HEART  is  beating ..lub-dub lub-dub....till the last breath ....truly what a connection ...!!
It was in the month of march the end of my class 12 board  and I was just 17  fully tensed with my maths paper which does not goes well as I was expecting actually at that time I believed I love maths but  later I realized  I was wrong as much effort I give I could not score that much .somewhere in the middle of the sum I'm lost ...that may be  because at those days I was so confused about myself  what I'm doing ?and what will I do? I truly don't know what I am good at and what is my capacity nd capability ....
So in between all this confusion I am lost  and my mind roaming here and there.Trying to find a way to escape either from this tension of what is going to happen next  or  just  easily wanted to forget about those next.so for that I thought connecting my friends would be the best way...Ya thats true my friends are also facing the same situation so everyone was finding the way to escape.
I tried  to connect my school buddy Ayesha I send her so many text messages but every text goes unanswered than I tried her another no. Which I had in my phone book  but I didn't knew she will be available in this that no. Or not but still I sent one message
Me:"Hey how are you?"
Reply: "whose this? "
Me:"what  Ayesha now u have forgotten me? "
Reply: "Its not Ayesha here its Mehir  Roy nd u?"
Me:"who Mehir? It is Ayesha's no. Where is she?"
Reply: "I'm Ayesha's maths teacher and she must be at her home nd yes it was her no. But she don't need this sim so its with me"
Me: "But she is not replying to my messages is she ok?"
Reply: "yes she is fine but quite tensed with her maths exam"
Me:"ok ..."
Reply: " well may I know who are you ?"
Me: " Its Aksara, Ayesha's school buddy".
Reply: "OK  "
So it was few messages between me and a boy named  Mehir.Than again after an hour another message from Mehir.
Mehir:  "so what r u doing?"
Me: " Nothing much just laying on the bed liking at my phone nd replying u. Nd wat abt u?"
Mehir: " well as I'm teaching maths nd my student is doing the sums"
Me: "oh so u r a teacher?"
Mehir: " yes a teacher  who enjoys teaching his students and  that's  my pleasure to teach my students giving all my efforts "
Me: " oh that's really sounds great "
Mehir: "oh thanks 😊"
Like this few of our conversation goes on.....
Mehir:" so do you have any boyfriend? "

Me: " ya I have many boyfriends but not that Oxford dictionary  one 😝"
Mehir: "well so may I know the reason why  u don't have that one boyfriend? "
Me : "Because I don't believe in LOVE"
Mehir: " what?  But u know I can make u believe in LOVE. Do u wanna see?"
Me:" what was that? Was that a proposal for love? "
Mehir : "As you wish😊"
Me: "I don't wish this type of things"
Mehir: " OK tell how u want ur boyfriend to be"?
Me: "hmm...I want someone who is honest ,who is trustable, kind,helpful and most important should respect girls 😃"
Mehir: " hhhm...nice demands..well u know what I think about girls...
G= God
I= In
R= Real
L= Life 😊"
Me: "wow! Nice thinking"
Maybe for being impressed no one needs any special strategy nd yes I was impressed with that single abbreviation...
Omg! Aksara was impressed.

I believe a person is known by one's heart  and soul ,
way of thinking and differently defining everything around us.
Yes I know I am very less experienced about life  and about people around the world. And maybe I'm very poor in judging people but I don't know what happened that day  that I was so impressed by his words.There must be some powers in his words that melted me .some people may make fun of this that without seeing and knowing everything about a man how could I judge a man.
Well my answer is obviously " I don't know ".
And yes my heart was melted for that man .I was fallen for that man.
Yes it was quite different in our thinking , thought,way of looking  to a situation, way of defining life and moment.May be we are poles apart but somewhere in the corner of the HEART there is a connection..
Does we know when we will breath our last breath?
It's no ofcource.
So how could I know how long will  this  heart connection  will be connected....
But its true one day evrything will end  in everyone's life whether your connection of heart or your breath ...
But it depends only on time ...maybe the time is too near or too far...!!
Whatever it is but it is unknown time of end..!!
And what remains with us is the memories....!!