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Monday, 10 July 2017

Life is all your choice..

It was a pleasant Sunday of  a winter morning when most of the people around the world planing how to spend there weekend by traveling , going for picnic or by watching movies with a delightful lunch with the family ,whereas a mother was revisiting her past with her daughter,Daisy in her lap that how life make it worth living it for everyone differently.
It's about Keya, a women who is too young to be a single mother of a 3yrs old daughter,Daisy. It's her fate or fortune in which she is fighting hard to live and make her life worth living it happily.

Keya was a high school girl,7 yrs ago. Both her father and mother are successful and rich enough to have a big house , a black Audi and few servants .Keya and her brother studies in a convent school. Well everything is well organized and everyone is busy.
Keya was smart,beautiful,friendly and a loving girl. She used to go out for hangouts with her friends for amusements and fun. So on a fine day keya and her friend went to a coffee shop where they ordered two cappuccino and the waiter who was about to place there order but accidentally the coffee slips because his legs got stuck in the chair placed improperly by Keya's friend and the coffee falls in Keya's denim jeans and the waiter was so guilty and scared that he told Sorry a number of times than helped her to wash the strain though Keya could understand it was not his fault but just an accident so she immediately accepted his apology and said it's OK but that boy was still looks like feeling ashamed and guilty so keya asked his name. He said "AMAN" .Than Keya,the friendly girl said,"It's OK Mr. Aman, accident happens like this you know and I'm absolutely fine and please stop being so guilty". And both ended up that day by exchanging smiles. After few days Keya again went there after her Tution and seeing her , Aman,the waiter came with a cappuccino and a note of SORRY ,even before she orders anything. And there it begins with exchanging smiles.
And since that day ,keya became the regular customer of the coffee shop and getting those little moment of interaction and glance of each other they were actually slowly falling for each other ,each day. Keya even started waiting for Aman till his last hours of the shop closing giving excuse of extra classes at her home. This took place within 6months of there meeting.
And slowly they were getting close and into each other so much that they have just forgot about their status, family culture ,everything... Keya always feels this 2hr meeting between them is the best part of her life,where Aman is a good listener. Listens to her everyday,everything she talks from her favorite movie to favorite places she had visited,from the best memory to the worst memory. And Aman enjoys her story. It's like Aman started living in her stories. As Aman is a boy of early twenties who lost his parents in his childhood and stays with his maternal uncle and aunt where he was never loved just treated as a unwanted member of the uncle's family. After leading such a harsh full childhood it was the first time he came across someone who was so loving,caring and wait for him without any desire just to spend time with him in spite of understanding his situation.
They fall in love with each other for the time they spend together, for the talk they share,for the affection and care they show to each other and for the moment they share and they feel. And both of them feels the same that they never met someone like this who completely understand them which actually made them more closer to one another.
Yes, so it was proved love is blind in spite of all the crisis and economic backgrounds. They were in love.
Keya chooses love over luxury.
Then after keya's board exam keya was caught red handed by her father when she was walking with a substandard guy in the middle of the busy market area .
Keya's father was so shocked and immediately dragged her inside the car. And the moment came when she confess her   love for Aman in front her family which followed by large arguments,scoldings,crying and sobbing.
But keya didn't want to give up her love story like this so she tried to contact with Aman with every possible way and she didn't lose hope for fighting with her family for choosing Aman. And Aman was also not capable or mature enough to make Keya understand between right and wrong decision because he didn't want to lose his only love.
Here, Keya's parents were so strict and tough that they didn't made time off to seat together and make their child understand politely and gently,but they just went on scolding which made the situation worse and keya took a immature step of leaving away her family and running away with Aman.
Yes,keya Eloped from her home!
After that her family came to know she stays in a nearby area but they didn't try to bring her back as they have mentally abandoned their own daughter.
But,why? How could her own parents abandoned their own child...! Strange ! Isn't it?
But yes,it happened with Keya.
Then Keya and Aman started living together with monthly ₹10000 which Aman earns from his coffee shop. Ya it was tough and difficult but not impossible than keya also tried her level best to make some money by giving tutions to primary children or sometimes making art and craft stuffs and this was how they were making money of from their own capabilities and abilities . This was how they were making there life better on every passing day and they could finally settled at a better place within 3yrs meanwhile they had a sweet little girl,Daisy ,having charming beautiful eyes to admire on.
And this happy family was really happily living there life in those days.
Then suddenly destiny put them stand in the barriers of life.
It was a fine winter morning Aman waived and blows a kiss to his princess and his beloved wife, he was going to his shop at 8am but he didn't reach .
Aman met with an accident barely 10mins from his house. A over speeded goods carriage truck,who lost it's control and hitted him while he was trying to cross the road. His head was smashed away on the spot and Aman breathed his last breath.
So,many police cases and FIR was lodged against the truck driver.Few media coverages and many questions. Few sympathies and many gossips in the neighborhood.
But,at the end Keya was badly in shock and all alone with her only world,her daughter,Daisy. It was very painful phase where Keya have to try to stand strong to give a life to live,to Daisy. Daisy was only a yr old. Who is too small to understand the pain of such a loss. And she was waiting for her father every day.Meanwhile through this waiting and the heart full of pain,both Keya and Daisy realized Life is not that easily happening for them. Keya continued with her few Tuitions and her art and crafts ideas of creating different flower vase,photo frames,bags,scarfs,embroidery jackets,few boutiques in sarees. She was working really hard to get over her pain. She started selling it in shops then she as an  individual showcased her items in handicrafts Mela. Where her embroidery work and boutiques were on very high demand and hugely appreciated. Many customers and traders even from different states were curious to know about her own shop or boutique.
Meanwhile,Keya's mother tried to get in touch with her,told her to leave all this and so that she could come back home with Daisy and stay with them. But, Keya was so strong and stood up to deny her mother's proposal. She believes in destiny. If her destiny has laid her in this tough situation,than she should stand up high to face it with full determination.
She has put no stones unturned to make her Handicrafts things much more impressive day by day. Eventually she has already started winning hearts of many customers in her town and even from neighboring towns.
Like that 3yrs have passed away Daisy has started going school.A pretty little girl, who is very proud of her mother,her single mother.
Keya is finally very happy and proud,now she owns a Boutique,named it "Ameya". After going through so much in life,she finally did it."..

No,one knows which decision is correct and which one is wrong. No one can work out preplanned. Live every moment and make every choice by having faith and believe in yourself. It's very important to know yourself first.
Know your desires,your abilities,your strength,your weakness,your fear,your dreams and your amount of love for anything.
If you know yourself very well than nothing could ever stop you from conquering anything because Life is beautiful in it's one way or other but you yourself have to make worth it.

Monday, 24 October 2016

Forgiveness letter


...

There are many things I could say to you. Many of those words may not be very nice and most of them probably wouldn't make a difference to you in any way. There are so many things I could say to you. But I'll say this:

I forgive you.

I forgive you for keeping me up so many late nights wondering where you were, what you were doing, who you were with because you wouldn't bother to tell me.

I forgive you for calling me names like crazy, mad, annoying, cheap thinker,narrow minded ,possessive  all because I wanted you to love me, and only me.

I forgive you.

I forgive you for the tear stained cheeks from the countless fights about the same things over and over again because it seemed that no matter how much it hurt me, you didn't care.

I forgive you “it won't happen again” when it always did and the “give me another chance” when you truly didn't deserve them.

I forgive you for humiliating me in a public area,for calling me greedy when you  knew the truth about you  and me and my  love for one person only.

I forgive you.

For not understanding me because may be my words or my way of explaining doesn't reach you what I actually meant and I failed repeatedly and now I know the reason because all people are not meant to reach your heart because more deeper they reaches your heart and soul more deeper they understands your heart.

There is no hope in holding onto the anger and sadness of something that was not real. Holding a grudge against you only harms me. In order to love who I am, I cannot hate the experiences that shaped me.

Because of you, I am bent and broken. I may never be the same again. But maybe, just maybe... that's a good thing.

Although I will never get back the many things you have taken from me, there is one thing I have and it is something I could never have while being with you. Self Worth.

I forgive you for thinking yourself  superior but the real fact is, if everyone fights  and gets the correct opportunity than everyone could win over another.
Everyone is powerful and superior.

So I forgive you.

See, it is because of you that I know what I want, what I need, and what I deserve.
It's because of you that I now realize what it is truly like to be treated like a princess and to be with someone who gives me the world without making me feel worthless.
I am a lot of things because of you, but I am not forgiving you because what you did was okay. I forgive you solely because what you did to me made me smarter, stronger, and more confident and thank you for that...and now I could think about Me,myself and I...

So, I forgive you.

I forgive you for making me believe that the never ending feeling of fear, sadness, and hopelessness was love.
Don't worry, I forgive you.

Sincerely,
The girl who is so much happier now.

Thursday, 14 April 2016

The Night Thought...


Far where the moon along the sky
Sails with her happy destiny;
Often it is hidden from her mortal eyes
Or dimly seen,
But when the clouds asunder fly
How bright her mien !!

Far different from this froward race,
Thousands though rich in fortune's grace
With cherished sullenness of pace
Their way pursue,
Ungrateful who wear a smileless face
The whole year through.

If kin humours ever would make
My spirit droop for drooping's sake,
From fancy following in thy wake,
Bright ship of heaven!
A counter impulse let me take
And be forgiven.

Tuesday, 23 February 2016

Live your life...

Don't see the open door.
People say "close the door and open a new door".
I say,"No,get up and walk out of it".
Refuse to stay in the same place.
leave it behind.
Give a new beginning.
Sun wants to shine on you and life wants you to be lively.
Winter doesn't lasts forever.
The flower doesn't always stay withered,
they bloom again more fresh and more colourful.
You have the spark , let it fire up.
And let it turn you into a star.
You don't need support, when you are your own inspiration.
Break the chains and fly.
You are born with the wings for a reason,not just to show.
Break out from the cage,don't be tamed,don't compensate
for apparent reason that don't approve in front of you,
just for others happiness.
Respect starts from yourself than goes to others.
You are a creation to be one of a kind,not created to satisfy the complex creation.
This spring season,let blossom our life with strength , courage
And dignity.

Monday, 22 February 2016

Emptiness


In the midst of my life ,
I often come across emptiness.
Within me ,you and everyone else.
It made us feel untouched by the joy in some corner of our heart,when we laughed.
We experienced the beam of darkness in the bright sunshine.
In the midst of all the voices around us,there is silence.
It's like black hole.
Taking us deeper and deeper.
Sometimes like the universe,infinitely never and ever ending.
Souls feeling it with all the happiness,yet it is unfilled.
It feels me wander that why does this feeling really exist.
I found my heart answering,
" Maybe dear human you are not doing what you are born for."

Saturday, 10 October 2015

Connection

From the 5th week in the mother's womb the HEART  is  beating ..lub-dub lub-dub....till the last breath ....truly what a connection ...!!
It was in the month of march the end of my class 12 board  and I was just 17  fully tensed with my maths paper which does not goes well as I was expecting actually at that time I believed I love maths but  later I realized  I was wrong as much effort I give I could not score that much .somewhere in the middle of the sum I'm lost ...that may be  because at those days I was so confused about myself  what I'm doing ?and what will I do? I truly don't know what I am good at and what is my capacity nd capability ....
So in between all this confusion I am lost  and my mind roaming here and there.Trying to find a way to escape either from this tension of what is going to happen next  or  just  easily wanted to forget about those next.so for that I thought connecting my friends would be the best way...Ya thats true my friends are also facing the same situation so everyone was finding the way to escape.
I tried  to connect my school buddy Ayesha I send her so many text messages but every text goes unanswered than I tried her another no. Which I had in my phone book  but I didn't knew she will be available in this that no. Or not but still I sent one message
Me:"Hey how are you?"
Reply: "whose this? "
Me:"what  Ayesha now u have forgotten me? "
Reply: "Its not Ayesha here its Mehir  Roy nd u?"
Me:"who Mehir? It is Ayesha's no. Where is she?"
Reply: "I'm Ayesha's maths teacher and she must be at her home nd yes it was her no. But she don't need this sim so its with me"
Me: "But she is not replying to my messages is she ok?"
Reply: "yes she is fine but quite tensed with her maths exam"
Me:"ok ..."
Reply: " well may I know who are you ?"
Me: " Its Aksara, Ayesha's school buddy".
Reply: "OK  "
So it was few messages between me and a boy named  Mehir.Than again after an hour another message from Mehir.
Mehir:  "so what r u doing?"
Me: " Nothing much just laying on the bed liking at my phone nd replying u. Nd wat abt u?"
Mehir: " well as I'm teaching maths nd my student is doing the sums"
Me: "oh so u r a teacher?"
Mehir: " yes a teacher  who enjoys teaching his students and  that's  my pleasure to teach my students giving all my efforts "
Me: " oh that's really sounds great "
Mehir: "oh thanks 😊"
Like this few of our conversation goes on.....
Mehir:" so do you have any boyfriend? "

Me: " ya I have many boyfriends but not that Oxford dictionary  one 😝"
Mehir: "well so may I know the reason why  u don't have that one boyfriend? "
Me : "Because I don't believe in LOVE"
Mehir: " what?  But u know I can make u believe in LOVE. Do u wanna see?"
Me:" what was that? Was that a proposal for love? "
Mehir : "As you wish😊"
Me: "I don't wish this type of things"
Mehir: " OK tell how u want ur boyfriend to be"?
Me: "hmm...I want someone who is honest ,who is trustable, kind,helpful and most important should respect girls 😃"
Mehir: " hhhm...nice demands..well u know what I think about girls...
G= God
I= In
R= Real
L= Life 😊"
Me: "wow! Nice thinking"
Maybe for being impressed no one needs any special strategy nd yes I was impressed with that single abbreviation...
Omg! Aksara was impressed.

I believe a person is known by one's heart  and soul ,
way of thinking and differently defining everything around us.
Yes I know I am very less experienced about life  and about people around the world. And maybe I'm very poor in judging people but I don't know what happened that day  that I was so impressed by his words.There must be some powers in his words that melted me .some people may make fun of this that without seeing and knowing everything about a man how could I judge a man.
Well my answer is obviously " I don't know ".
And yes my heart was melted for that man .I was fallen for that man.
Yes it was quite different in our thinking , thought,way of looking  to a situation, way of defining life and moment.May be we are poles apart but somewhere in the corner of the HEART there is a connection..
Does we know when we will breath our last breath?
It's no ofcource.
So how could I know how long will  this  heart connection  will be connected....
But its true one day evrything will end  in everyone's life whether your connection of heart or your breath ...
But it depends only on time ...maybe the time is too near or too far...!!
Whatever it is but it is unknown time of end..!!
And what remains with us is the memories....!!

Saturday, 2 May 2015

Occupational therapy

Occupational therapy is what...which is very unknown to many of you..!!
So, lets know something about it...and spread the awareness to be healthy and
So that happily  you can lead your life independently...!!



In its simplest terms, occupational therapists and occupational therapy assistants help people across the lifespan participate in the things they want and need to do through the therapeutic use of everyday activities (occupations). Common occupational therapy interventions include helping children with disabilities to participate fully in school and social situations, helping people recovering from injury to regain skills, and providing supports for older adults experiencing physical and cognitive changes.

Thursday, 2 October 2014

It's my lyf of sweet sixteenth...***

SWEET SIXTEEN

It comes, it comes in everyone’s life.

The sweet, sweet, sweet 16,
How wonder is the sixteen.
No one knows what’s that?
But still I miss that.

Friendship comes first,
No one can bit it from last.
The best of all bonding,
No one can break it by any folding.
Surprise lies in every moment,
All around the things.
Memory lies in every moment,
All around the fun.

The tender tends teenage of sixteen.
Independence is the demand of sixteen.
Chating and hangout are, the only need of this time.
Studies and parents are the fear of this time. 

It happens,  it happens in everyone’s life…

Wednesday, 1 October 2014

Monday, 21 February 2011

My visit to Santiniketan

The serenity, calmness and verdure of the place attracted us. We enjoyed every moment in Santiniketan and planned to visit it again. I will surely go once more..

We took a tour of all the important places .